by Henie on December 17, 2011

“InOrOut” (c) 2011
Sometimes I don’t even know where to begin with myself
I walk around sighing, thinking and methodically dusting the shelf
Where once youth ruled with a fearlessness and carelessness of heart
Now age of lost cadence mumbles and ambles not knowing where to start.
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Prosperity is an insolent bastard forcing me to believe in it as true happiness…
Sometimes I wonder if my memories are locked in or out!
by Henie on November 19, 2011
“Again”
“DepthIn” (c) 2011
It’s just another again…
I walk silently sometimes…as if to undetect my own existence.
I keep the door to my heart locked and chained so tight…to avert any robbers hiding in between the walls.
Dare not I even think of my secrets…just in case they escape and run away screaming to the world!
Memory scents dance in the air…begging me to sing out loud!
To feel the flow in my veins…to see the the pulse of passion…and kiss the breath of my soul!
Yes, it’s just another again…yet again…
by Henie on November 17, 2011
“withOUT”

“withOUT” (c) 2011
We are old lovers on a dusty shelf…
He and I.
We used to pour laughter into our souls.
Touch each other until our skin was raw from longing.
A few days ago when I heard from him, anger screamed!
I felt like a pile of fallen leaves in a corner.
Truth falls dark and cold.
Tears shimmer upon memories barely there anymore.
Last night, I slept in his crisp white shirt…
by Henie on November 16, 2011
“Unattainable Within”
“SomewhereIn” (c) 2011
I’ve become my own pain that never ends…
Owning my insides that have fallen into pieces. It’s time to pay my price as I face my truth and my dancing demons that mock me everyday!
Life has not been unkind by the stretch of a retreating wave; it’s just me…I have been unkind to myself. Never wanting to feel my own forgiveness. I find my self raw to my core, gripping at the branches of the seeds I chose to plant so long ago, when I was refreshed by my breath, my passion and the laughter in my soul!
Before I dance with you, I have to dance with myself first…